Sometimes I wish I could become my inner Goddess, that beautiful woman I see within. So strong and confident. In complete control of all her emotions and thoughts. Never sad or insecure, never blue or lonely. Wanting for nothing for all she wants is hers. I know shes there I can feel her. I sense her all around me, within me. I truly am a good hearted person with pure intentions.
I seek her out in my every day life hoping one of these days she'll make an appearance. Will the cool headed, well adjusted Goddess ever show herself or will she be forever locked away within. Trapped much like I feel everyday!